So we are not in for August

Ok so we didn't make it to the cut off this month. The CCAA only did til the 31st of Jan. But
really only 2 days worth. We are techinically the next lid 2-6-06. The question is will be in
September. I sure do hope so. This month was so hard. But at least I know that we are on
the bubble for next month.. Makena started kindergarden last Tuesday and it has not been
easy for any of us. She didn't do well at her after school day care. So I switch her to another
and today was her first day there. She cried today but did eat her lunch. That is an improvement from the other place. That's a story all of it's own. It' hard letting go of child.
To allow try to trust others to educate and care for them. I have cried so much. I don't let
her see me. But it is not easy to put on a smile and tell her she'll be ok there. She loves her
kindergarden class. So that helps alot. For now I will enjoy the days we do have together until
she is gone all day to school. I will encourage her to like daycare. I will pray for the safety and
love for our next little precious girl.

Love,
Nikki